I haven't been myself lately,
I don't blame you for not wanting to stay.
Saying things that I don't mean,
Not meaning what I say.
When it's good, it's so good,
When it's bad, it's SO BAD.
Even when I knew what I had
What am I supposed to say,
when I end up driving everyone away?
Cause, I am on fire,
A crying, burning liar,
Seeing nothing, nothing, but myself,
And I'm the one with the lighter
Every inch of me is charred,
God, what happened to my heart?
I'm about to fall apart,